What a surprise...

Okay so never in a million years did I think after how many years of trying we would get pregnant twice in one year. I was obviously scared since we lost our first baby but we were both hoping this time around would be different.

This Sunday morning was really no different than any other Sunday morning. I woke up pretty early and went up to the bathroom. I really didn't think that this round of clomid worked but for some reason I decided to POAS. I set it down on the top of the toilet and washed my hands. I grabbed the stick and was ready to throw it away when I had to do a double take. It said Pregnant! I actually had to look at it several times because I was still half asleep and didn't believe what it said. I couldn't help but run down the stairs into the bedroom since Kevin was still sleeping.

When I burst through the door, I yelled to Kevin to sit up. Of course he was still half asleep also. He glanced in the mirror as I walked over to his side of the bed and saw the white and blue cap of the pregnancy test but couldn't make out what it was. For some strange reason, he thought i was carrying a bic pen. Who knows what he thought i was going to do with it. So I asked him to sit up again and still he argued with me. Maybe he thought I was going to write on him? I am really not sure. Finally after much persuasion he sat up and I couldn't hold it back any longer. I whipped the stick around and it took him a few second to focus on it. Then the biggest smile spread across his face.

So I have been telling myself that no matter what we can't get excited so early on in the pregnancy but I just don't understand how we were not supposed to be super excited. Especially since the last time we were pregnant my beta levels were never high enough to read positive on the pregnancy stick. So for now we are just praying that everything goes well.